11/8/19

Currently listening to ¨You Are The Coffin¨ by Flatsound. I confessed to my therapist today. That I had been lying to her. I pour my heart out to her and all she ever does is deny my feelings. Saying that everything´s all in my head. Maybe I should give up on ¨getting better.¨

I am doing just fine, thank you I know how much you like to keep in touch So you can talk about it And you said, who was that, who were you talking to? Is that the reason you're too scared to go downtown And talk about it? She said, it's my own body, I did what I wanted Ever since god made me bleed He is a pedophile, you are the coffin And you're the reason that I can't breathe

I'll sleep Inside of your chest And fight Those thoughts in your head Some say We should take a rest I think I'd rather be dead Her own body, she did what she wanted Ever since god made her bleed If he's a pedophile, you are a monster And you're the reason that I can't sleep