10/9/19

Amy actually walked up to me today and started talking to me. She told me that she was sorry for breaking up with me and that she still loves me, she just doesn't have time for me because of her job. She also said that the friend group (Helen, Kevin, etc.) has been talking about me, saying that I've been sad since she left me and that they want me back. If the latter is true, that actually makes me feel pretty good because it means that my friends actually do care about me.

She showed me her phone contacts and said that her friend had hacked into her phone and changed the names of all her contacts to ridiculous things like "The Short Kid That's A Thot" or "That Mexican Who Thinks She Can Say The N Word." Mine was changed to "The E-Boy Ex." I wasn't offended, I actually found it kind of funny. I'd never call myself an "e-boy", but I've been called one multiple times.

She told me about her friend who had died in a car crash with her. Amy survived, but her friend did not. Well, she told me that her friend actually did survive but she had serious, irreversable brain damage and was on life support. Amy was given the option to pull the plug, and she did. She said the guilt haunts her.