10/13/19

Went to Lenore's birthday party today. Upon hearing that Calvin and Sarah were going to be there, I was worried because I always assumed that they hated me ever since "the incident." I thought it was gonna be like one of those awkward high school reunions, but I actually ended up having a pretty good time. We went out for lunch. I ended up venting about how much I hated Summit to all of them. I had to bit my tongue to stop myself from telling them about my suicidal thoughts and self harm. Calvin was really supportive. Lenore, Sarah, and some girl that I didn't know who was there didn't really pay attention.

Then we went back to Lenore's house and watched Monty Python and The Holy Grail. Sarah kept scrolling through Twitter while everyone else was actually watching the movie and me and Calvin were giving her shit about it. It sounds petty but it was really irritating, considering it was, after all, Lenore's birthday.